To the special people

I've been a Total extreme emotional wreck over the past 2 weeks. I think people who I'm close to and people I talk to everyday knows about my crazy mood swings. And  surprisingly at this point where I'm probably at one of the darkest moments in life, there were many people who actually cared for me and helped me through these awful weeks. I was really touched by these people. Cos if it weren't for them I think I'd be a loony on her way to IMH now. Lol...

So first up, is my dance crew. -Obviously la hor...- you girls are always the first to tell when I'm upset before I even rant on twitter. And thanks So much for sticking by me and giving me advice which  I hardly ever listen to and always trying to cheer me up ~ I know you all have problems of your own. But still you all are always here when I need a listening ear<3 you know I love you all right?: ) heehee

Next is.... my awesome bro, joshie ~ I think... he didn't exactly mean to pop up at my most pms moment. But he did.. Lol~ and then he listened to me rant like crazy for a good 2 hours before finally getting to sleep. I'm somehow always thankful to have him around because he's just about the only friend who really accepted me for who I am throughout the years. He's awesome and I love him! Yay.. period ^^

and then we have the dick who doesn't want his name revealed. Apparently our friendship is one of the most complicated shits on earth because it's like a love hate thing. There are habits of his that I hate like crazy. But yet he always appears whenever I really need a shoulder to cry on. There have been many occasions that he's been there when I least expected anyone to be. And he's one of the people I can cry like a Total baby in front of and not care about looking ugly. Most of the time he has a very very cold And annoying disposition to him. But when he knows I'm upset, he opens up and tries to make me feel safe and loved just for that short moment. love you asshole ~ you're awesome, but I'm better: )

and and next up is J ~ he's an online friend I've never met but always talk to on a daily basis and we are surprisingly quite close. He has been encouraging me like crazy ever since before my dance competition last week~ that aside, he's been trying to cheer me up like crazy and promising to make me drunken gummy bears just because I feel like eating them and going on a chocolate spree. And idk Why la... but I feel very comforted and <3-ed ~ hahaha!

Here's the crew<3